Mind Before Matter - I

काली हवा का बुदबुधा ,
घूमते हुए उस अवकाश से यहाँ आया
sulphur dioxide , hydrogen peroxide, nitro का मिक्स्तुर था।
खूब उसे घोला पिटा भूना और तला गया।

फिर उस से भाप निकली, खो गयी कही,
फिर आसमा बना ये धरती बनी और समय ने परिभाषा बनाई ,
 खुद भी बन गया
समय के अधिकार की सीमा तै हुई।
और फिर सब खो गया, रहा तो सिर्फ कुछ नहीं...परी आई और चली गयी,
अंधकार और उजाला सब सफ़ेद था,
और कही  दिशा का निर्देश नहीं था।
सोमम रात और दिन,सुबह और शाम, नींद और ख्वाब सब कुछ ढूंढते,ढूंढते बुड्ढा हो गया,
फिर  मनुष्य का जनम  नहीं किस अधिकार में हुआ.....

India and Myths

IMMOLATE DESIRE - II

" कमोहो: संमोहो: नास्ति: प्रभावः
परिभ्रमणतू  तीशन:
परभावाहा: "
" Human mind which makes races towards काम: - desire, they become so obsessed to it that
they started devolving themselves from their कर्त्तव्य - their duties and obligations...Desire can only be overcome by, stop desiring about it...पराभव: -"


Raja Bhartuhari -भर्तरि , on obtaining the fruit is so mesmerized, thank you so much oo'saint ..this makes me feel wonder,..offered 1000 Gold coins - स्वर्ण मुद्रा, at the service of the Rishi and walks away . Raja forgot the sorrow, just few moments before he was experiencing , ran towards Rani  पिंगला- Pimgala 's chambers, giving the exotic fruit, telling all the details. Rani also got very excited and told Raja that She will eat this fruit in the after noon, only after Mahadev Pooja - महादेव पूजा. Raja says let it be, for anyways she is going to eat and so he leaves but who is that entering very silently and secretly in chambers of Rani ?..The Senapati -सेनापति, again and what for ? Rani offered the Fruit to Senapati and detailing him and asking him to eat it at once...

Senapati took greedily the fruit at once and told her that today only he will eat it, but only after प्रदोष पूजा - Pradosh pooja ,..he can't eat anything before.  And there ऋषि मच्छिंद्रनाथ - Rishi Macchindranath, sitting in his samadhi , watching the Fruit, traveling from Senapati to Maids house and the from Maids house to Ministers house to Gorakshak's house- and the Fruit traveled Ujjain Nagri.

Raja is upset this evening and the thought about Vikram's dethroning are again bothering him. Raja call कंचुकी - kanchuki and asked him to present before him, the dance of  सैरंगिनी - Sairangini. Sairangini enters with her all musical and pleasuring assistants. Seeing Raja upset -" O ' King why are You so upset...please rejoice your mood up...Here I bring you this Eternal Gift for you",..- Rishi Macchindranath in Samadhi - Smiled -,..." A gift which will make Your Love to me Eternal...Exotic and Ever longing..." a Fruit in the service of MyLord...A Mango enriched with the Mantras of Kaamcharitra........

The night is silent but what sound is lurking around ?. A sound that keeps every-one wondering - a sound of Desire - a sound of thirst and unkindness - a sound of treachery and deceptiveness. Rishi Macchindranath is seated under the tree in  समाधी - Samadhi's position . The कामदेव- Kaamdev is spreading his essence and watch this enlightened Soul came to Rishi .
"नमस्कार - oo Saint . what you try to prove by all this ? "   -  Kaamdev
"नमस्कार -  I don't want to prove anything. It is just the Law of Nature that Excess of any of thing will make it Obnoxious. Every Human need must be place accordingly and must be at its PLACE . Even excess of Desire and Love will also make Human ran away from them..."                  - Rishi Macchindranth

" Impossible - my reign is such that not only Human but every Animals ,Organisms also are slave to me..A man cannot stand His firey desire, once it had taken the start, the Desire will command the Man itself.."

"Whatever...I am here to take Raja Bharturi, who is not a Human Born Son,.
Raja is destined to take  नाथ-पंथ "the Nath Ideology " and destine to become  ऋषि भर्तारिनाथ - Rishi Bhartarinath ..the enlightened soul "

" Impossible Raja Bhartari is so deepened in the Worldly Desires and in my clutches ..he is impossible to leave his pleasures and to come with you..on the path of truth .."

" Destiny Chooses Man and not Man Chooses Destiny...Raja is destine to become Rishi and so no one, not even You can stop him.."

" there I challenge you....I give you period of  TWELVE years...IF you can make him turn from all earthly pleasures and get him to नाथ संप्रदाय  - Nath sampradaay - Organization .."

" O' Kaamdev , in Twelve years He will come to Nath Sampradaay - Organization , and also mark my words..it will because of You only ..He will Leave his Pleasures..."

Rishi Macchindranath departs from Ujjain. Kaamdev kept spreading his essence over the country.
The Days change and the Nights fall . Raja Vikram has been called Back to his position . Raja Bhartuhari has discovered a new lesson- Love of Rani Pimgala ...but  if Raja Bhartari is not Human Born...then Who is He ? How He came up to this Ujjain and How come He received the Kingdom of Ujjain ?

India and Myths

Immolate Desire - I

The night is silent but what sound is lurking around ?. A sound that keeps every-one wondering - a sound of Desire - a sound of thirst and unkindness - a sound of treachery and deceptiveness .

"कामो: ही यग्ने प्रथमो: नैनं देवा आपु:
पितरो न मर्त्य: तत्स्व्मसी ज्यायाविश्व महान
तस्मै ते काम:  नमस्करोमि: "

"Evolution of the earth - काम: -The desire had played absolute role in the evolution of everything and
therefor the place given to - कामदेव - the God of Love- no other God, Human or any being given that place..and so I bow down to you - oo' mighty कामदेव .."

The sound is dwelling in Ujjain during nights and today an enlighten soul, keeping his heels touching the ground wondering this Nagri. ooh Who's that great soul ? ऋषि मचिंद्रनाथ ( Sage Macchindranath )  has reached Ujjain after travelling long distance from Girnar Mountain. Tonight he is here for a specific purpose. A purpose to bring back another enlightened Soul, a Soul who is lost in the desires of Earthly pleasures. As he pincers through darkness, he sees there, there is another darkness spread over the country. It is 'kaamdev' - also wondering spreading His essence of love, in the midst of night and capturing every being in His mist .Macchindranath took shelter of a tree - sit in a sage posture सिद्धासन - and lost in meditation.

ताधिन..तिरकित तक तिन धा ...तिरकित धा .....तिरकित धा ...The tabla is sounding the Patent music - a patent given to 'tavaifkhana -तवा-इफ्खाना  " . "Raja Bhartrihari - भर्तरि" is sitting , having given half of his senses to Wine - the remaining senses is trying to see the thirsty Beauty of Dancer "Sairangini सैरंगिनी " and at that moment he is being interrupted..alarmed .  The kanchuki- the Slave,..came in said that "Rani Pimgala -पिंगला " has called for Raja as soon as possible..

Raja Bhartari is been married to Rani Pimgala but still it seems his desires are not fulfill and he had been regular customer to dancer Sairangini....Raja's apprehension...claps and once more demand made Sairangini dance for another तोडा...

In the private court of Raja - he is sitting beside Pimgala, and ...Who is standing there..its Raja Vikramaditya -विक्रमादित्य ..the brother of Bhartari and also the Prince to the Crown - युवराज  . Rani Pimgala has argued that Vikram has changed all her Private Guards and Gestures and Kanchukis - Door Keepers - in single night time. "But Why ??? ...Pimgala,why would Raja Vikram would do that ??....because Vikram has privately desired for Pimagala...so that Vikram can access her chambers easily...so that nobody knows what for when for how and why.....Vikram is not of good character and He had Bad desire for His own Sister- in - Law.Raja Vikram ,this is an Extortionate Unbailable offence,..I give orders for -देश-निकाल - Vikram will leave this country soon..." Raja Vikram feeling shamefully, very aggrieved, kept standing...didnt say a word,..and decided to leave instead of living with the treacherous people.

 Raja Vikram is on river side Narmada - नर्मदा. Ready to leave and there "alakh Nirnjan - अलख निरंजन..रुक जा बच्चा " stop my child - Macchindranath entered. He asked Raja Vikram about truth - in the end just telling that he knows everything...just wanted to hear from Raja's word "..

There in the dark, cold dense private room of Rani Pimgala and who is she with ?...Raja Bhartari...NO...it is the Senapati - सेनापति- the Head of Soldiers having cloaked his arms around Rani Pimgala's neck, just whispering in her soft ears ''things went well..so accordingly as they formulated.."

Today Raja Bhartuhari is upset. He never liked Raja Vikram..and brother Vikram leaving him.. Announcement "a sage would want to see u..oo King ''...Raja Bhartuhari stood up and waited for the Sage. Who's he...who wanted to see Raja Bhartuhari at this moment ??....Rishi Macchindranath entered "Long live oo King. I am here to present you a gift.. A rare - a desire booster - a true love generator.."

"what is it ...What is it respected Sage ,, what are you talking about  .."

"here it is - A Mango - this fruit is enriched with all the मन्त्र - chants ..METRES of Kamacharitra - कामचरित्र - give this fruit to your love-mate and you both will enjoy the pleasures for whole of your life - charismatically enthusiastically..and Love will never fail you Both."

LIFE, DEATH AND FATE

DEATH IS INEVITABLE....

Life was encircling round a Light bulb. Buzzing sound - a bee came and sit near by the bulb but got stuck in its Electric Holder.Other pair of watchful eyes click its mouthful of prey. Very silently, it covered its silence around the bulb, like it spread the essence of Darkness - silently moving towards the Bee. Bee seemed to take notice of the movement but was still as if it was the most knowledgeable organism at this point of time on Earth. It had known that where Life stayed - Death also dwells...Death is just a step reachable to Life...going hand - in - hand and the only thing separated them is 'Time' . As if at that  point the buzzing got to notice that why ??.. Why it had abandoned its leafy home and exactly at this point of time and exactly at this dimension and exactly at this meeting place...it came and sat near this Bulb. It realized that the consequences of events happening was outside its purview of control for anybody. So accepting the corollary of Nature it waited..trying to pass on the remaining moments of Life.

Exactly at same point of time somebody wanted to get rid of Lizard - who was been harassed for so many days. Hunter was going to be Hunted...unknown to any subsequent attack...and in a fraction of second Lizard got hold of Bee - and at that very same moment a big Shoe of size 9" came thud on Lizard's back...Tail goes off at first and so the Bee - Buzz 

and swappp got the dead body of tailless Lizard down on floor,ending its moments and locomotion and bee, which got released from holder, grab the south eastern corner of Attic.

Sometimes I wonder to every act of Nature....Its not Time that dwells between life and death...Fate wins it all..I have a beehive in the attic now..

AND SO  INEVITABLE .....IS LIFE.

Dark Verses..

कहर का राग जब भ्रह्मांड ने हमको सुनाया, तब अर्पितों का जनम हुआ।

मौत का नंगा तांडव और समय बीम बजा रहा था।

खल्वाल्ला-वल्ल्खाल्ला और मेरु शाखा मंद हो चुकी थी।

शायद इश्वर श्रद्धा अनुरूप ये ज़रूरी है,

मौत की ज़िन्दगी से बस एक कदम की दुरी है। 1)

ज़िन्दगी हमने कितने ख्वाब  का चर्चा किया, बड़े बिल्डिंग सोंधे,

ख्यालों में सपनों का आशियाना बसा।

पर एक ही परम सत्य, जिसका अनदेखा हम करते है।

जब मौत की दस्ता छूती  है, अपनी परछाई भी अपनी न रहे,
अपनी ज़िन्दगी में बस मौत का ही साथ है।

शायद  इश्वर श्रद्धा अनुरूप जरुरी  है,

मोती की ज़िन्दगी से बस एक कदम की दुरी है।  2)

क्या जहाज़ ज्हुमे सागरों पे,हम आज पहोच रहे सितारों पे।

आज हमारे पास क्या नहीं है संसाधन, पल भर में हम रोशिनी-आवाजों की राफतारों को चुनौती दे।

आरामदायक आलिषाओं की कमी नहीं।

पर तेरे वश में तेरी खुद की ज़िन्दगी नहीं।

क्या तू कर्र सके तेज़ अपनी धड़कन की रफ़्तार, 

क्या तू भर्र सके अपने आतार्डों  में ख़याल।

....और फिर बस छोटी सी फूंक,..धीरे से आती है।..

और बहार निकली सांस, उन्दर आना भूल जाती है।

हर वक़्त ये हमपे नज़र ताके रहती है।

शायद इश्वर श्रद्धा अनुरूप ये ज़रूरी है,

मौत की ज़िन्दगी से बस एक कदम की दुरी है।  3)